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The death of an estranged parent is one of the more emotionally complicated losses a person can face, bringing up feelings of sadness, relief, guilt, anger, or nothing at all. \u00a0Regardless of how the relationship ended and what you\u2019re feeling right now, grieving is an integral part of healing from complex or abusive relationships. This article will help you understand what you\u2019re going through and how to move through it.<\/p>\n

Why Grieving an Estranged Parent Feels Different<\/h2>\n

You might not recognize what you\u2019re going through as grief because you don\u2019t feel sad. If the relationship was harmful, or the estrangement brought relief, you may not feel sad about your estranged parent\u2019s death at all. But grief isn\u2019t about feeling sad; it\u2019s about acknowledging what you\u2019ve lost \u2013 and that often goes far beyond the literal loss of your parent.<\/p>\n

Two things make grieving an estranged parent especially hard. First, it\u2019s ambiguous \u2014 you\u2019re mourning something that was already complicated and hard to name. Second, other people may not understand. Some will expect you to be more devastated than you are. Others may assume that because you were estranged, this loss isn\u2019t significant. Neither response helps.<\/p>\n

Grief also doesn\u2019t move in a straight line. It can feel manageable for months, then hit hard on a birthday, a holiday, or when something random triggers a memory. That\u2019s normal, and it doesn\u2019t mean you\u2019re doing anything wrong.<\/p>\n

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What You\u2019re Actually Mourning When a Parent Dies<\/h2>\n

Estrangement has already come with numerous losses: relationships with extended family, shared history, cultural knowledge, family as a safety net, people to spend holidays with, access to medical history, and much more (Martin 2024).<\/p>\n

The death of your parent can reinforce those losses. It brings finality to the relationship\u2014there\u2019s no longer any hope for an apology or acknowledgement, for the loving parent you\u2019ve longed for, for being accepted and valued as you are, or for reconciliation.<\/p>\n

Loss is cumulative, so your parent\u2019s death may bring all the estrangement-related losses to the surface, as well as other unrelated losses. As a result, you might be caught off guard by how strongly you\u2019re grieving or how overwhelmed you feel by your emotions.<\/p>\n

Dealing With Regret After an Estranged Parent Dies<\/h2>\n

Regret is another common response to the death of an estranged parent. You might find yourself questioning the estrangement itself, regretting specific things you said or didn\u2019t say, or the fact that reconciliation never happened.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s worth exploring your regrets honestly. At the same time, regret has a way of distorting the past \u2014 making it easy to forget why things unfolded the way they did. Having regrets doesn\u2019t mean your choices were wrong.<\/p>\n

One way to work through it is to write down specifically what you regret and why \u2014 not to punish yourself, but to get it out of your head and look at it clearly. From there, you can ask honestly: Was this within my control? Did I make the best decision I could with what I knew at the time? Most people find that when they look at it honestly, they made reasonable decisions under difficult circumstances.<\/p>\n

For more guidance on handling regrets and making peace with your choices, get a copy of my book, Cutting Ties with Your Parents<\/a><\/em>.<\/p>\n

How to Grieve an Estranged Parent<\/h2>\n

A few things that may help you grieve the death of an estranged parent:<\/p>\n

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  • Name what you\u2019ve lost. Acknowledging the tangible and intangible losses validates them.<\/li>\n
  • Make time and space for your feelings. It\u2019s tempting to push difficult or complex feelings away, but that doesn\u2019t help us in the long run. Instead, let the feelings come up and be curious about what they\u2019re trying to communicate<\/a>. Why am I feeling this way? What brought on this feeling? What do I need?<\/em><\/li>\n
  • Process your feelings in writing or by talking to someone supportive. This can help you gain clarity.<\/li>\n
  • Give your feelings a physical outlet. Movement helps emotions move through your body, eventually helping us move beyond difficult emotions.<\/li>\n
  • Mark the loss in a way that fits you. For example, you might light a candle, visit somewhere meaningful, or write a goodbye letter.<\/li>\n
  • Practice extra self-care. Grief is often exhausting, and this is a particularly stressful time in your life. Be sure to take extra good care of yourself physically and emotionally.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n

    When Others Don\u2019t Understand Your Grief<\/h2>\n

    People often say the wrong thing when someone dies, and estrangement adds another layer to that. Not everyone will understand the choices you made<\/a>, and some may not agree with them. Comments like \u201cat least you have closure now\u201d or \u201cwhy aren\u2019t you more upset?\u201d often stem from discomfort rather than bad intentions, but they still sting.<\/p>\n

    You don\u2019t have to justify what you\u2019re feeling or explain your history to anyone. Be thoughtful about who you talk to \u2014 some people simply won\u2019t know how to hold this. If that\u2019s the case, a therapist familiar with family estrangement is worth seeking out. General grief support can help, but this kind of loss benefits from someone who understands complicated family dynamics.<\/p>\n

    Moving Forward After the Death of an Estranged Parent<\/h2>\n

    It\u2019s common for the death of an estranged parent to bring up feelings you thought you\u2019d already worked through. Old wounds may resurface and questions you thought were settled may come back. You\u2019re experiencing a complex form of grief and that takes time and effort to deal with.<\/p>\n

    Losses stay with us, but our feelings and understanding of them change over time. The goal isn\u2019t to \u201cget over it\u201d, but to reach a point where it doesn\u2019t run you \u2014 where you can carry the grief and the history without being overwhelmed by them.<\/p>\n

    References<\/strong><\/p>\n

    Martin, S. (2024). Cutting Ties with Your Parents<\/em>. New Harbinger Publications.<\/p>\n

    \u00a92026 Dr. Sharon Martin, LCSW. All rights reserved. Photos courtesy of Canva.com.<\/p>\n

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    Dr. Sharon Martin is a trauma therapist supporting adult children of dysfunctional families. She\u2019s passionate about helping adults overcome the effects of narcissistic and emotional abuse, learn to set boundaries, and develop self-worth. She writes extensively about codependency, perfectionism, and healthy relationships, including the popular blog Conquering Codependency<\/a> for Psychology Today. Dr. Martin is the author of four self-help books, including The CBT Workbook for Perfectionism<\/a> and The Better Boundaries Workbook.<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n